Dzharif Shafwan 101

Baby Dzharif, mama and papa love u so much!

baru aku perasan, its been almost 3 weeks since i wrote about how life is going. now lets recap a little shall we.

so, the week after hubby sent his mom home i stayed in bangi, tp mama dh kerja. so just duduk diam2 smbil beronline and main dgn dzharif and main dgn umar je keje aku. tetiap ari tunggu hubby balik after 10pm at night coz he gotta go back to our house in putrajaya nak amik baju la mandi la gosok baju la.. theres no place like home la katakan.. kesian dia, mcm kekok duduk bangi.. same la mcm aku kekok duduk ayer itam. dzharif is better then, takde nangis2 dah, asik tido je. malam pun jarang bangun dah.

that thursday, we went back to ayer itam. heh, laki aku ni mmg menggeletis je nak balik sana. nasib baik aku tak kesah (kalo sekejap la. kalo lama aku kesah gak, hehe). besides my parents in law pun baru sehari je tgk dzharif ni mesti diorang pun rindu. so we went back from thursday till monday. hubby ada keje in putrajaya on sunday so dia balik sengsorang pagi ahad tu pehtu pagi senin dia balik ayer itam balik amik kitorang pulak. aku rasa ini management yang sungguh tak realistic. waste of resources waste of energy waste of time. aku nak ikut balik sama dia tak kasi. i think its coz he wants to go back and see his parents lagi besides he wants his mom to follow us back to putrajaya so dia tangguh2kan so she can take care of his siblings on that weekend tu. aku yang kalut ditinggalkan sengsorang.

nak dibuat cerita, that night dzharif nangis mcm orang gile. papa dia takde. aku sorang. my PIL mcm kekok sikit nak handle baby, tak biasa lagi. dh nangis 2 jam straight, kitorang buat keputusan nak pi klinik at 10pm. tup2 keluar rumah je dia diam and naik keta je terus tido. hehe. klinik pulak tutup last2 kitorang pusing ayer itam je laa. bile balik rumah, after 20 mins he started again. fuhh.. ngamuk lagi smpai kul 11.30. ayah call adik angkat dia and he went and did something2 which i dont know about and at that time pun dzharif dh penat kot and tertido di pelukku.

aku ni susah nak percaya mende2 ghaib ni, tapi as long as it doesnt hurt me aku tak kesah la kan, aku terima dgn minda terbuka. aku just rasa dzharif tu colic mcm masa dia baru2 keluar diulu, just menangis tanpa henti and kita mengadap je la 4 jam ke 5 jam ke, then dia tido la.. heheh.. yang penting kita sabar je, jgn panik. itu explanation aku for his situation, whereas my PIL ada explanation lain pulak. tp lets not delve into that and just bersyukur si kecik tu dh tertido kepenatan. tau tak, the morning after, ada pulak ular hitam menjalar di hadapan pintu rumah. mak perasan and suruh sabir pi halau. so they thought it might be something in connection with dzharif crying last night. weh takut aku, dh la aku baru lepas pi mandi kat bathroom luar sebelum tu.. takut.

so, that monday aku, hubby, dzharif and my MIL balik la ke putrajaya so she can take care of us in our own home. bukannya tak nak balik bangi, rumahku syurgaku kan. lagipun bila mama gi keje, mas tak bgn lagi, abah pun gi keje, gemok 2 ekor tak balik dr kampus aku rasa buhsan yang amat. tapi kalo semua orang ada aku lak yg jeles, nak balik bangi gak!

korang tau (aku tak tau sama ada wujud korang ke tak) sesampainya di rumah putrajaya, laki aku buat something2 tu, sembur2 di sekeliling rumah dgn bacaan2nya. and ayah pesan, esok paginya tunggu je la ada binatang dtg ke, ada orang dtg tanya barang ke. aku rilek je, dzharif pun rilek je, takde nangis2 pun dh malam tu. the next morning aku pun dh lupa totally about that sembur2 thingy last nite. around 11am, tetiba keluar satu anak lipas dari lubang air di dapur. aku bior je setakat lipas tu kan perkara biasa. mak perasan and tetiba keluar lagi berbelas2 anak lipas dari tempat yang sama. apa lagi kitorang berliaran cari sheildtox n sembur la! mak sembur lagi lubang tu and keluar lagi banyak anak lipas ye kengkawan! last2 dh penat sembur n kejar anak lipas kami kumpul semua carcassnya ada la dalam 30 ekor anak lipas yang keluar. gile ko, mana pernah ada smpai 30 anak lipas keluar sekali gus! mana ibu lipas? baby lipas? dh la umah aku tingkat 14, bukannya atas tanah. hehehe. amacam, pelik tak? aku pelik smpai sekarang. tp mcm aku ckp, aku bukak minda je. percaye ke tak korang decide sendiri ek. lupa lak nk snap gambar anak2 lipas tersebut.

so, that week came and went and this is the 2nd week mak duduk dgn kitorang. nothing exceptional happened, perkara2 biasa je. this weekend she's going home, ayah nak datang amik. aku kesian dgn dia. umah kat kampung leh kuar2, ni umah atas langit nak kuar kemana. tetiap ari ngadap tv je dia. mesti buhsan tahap gaban dah. kira dia pun berkurung mcm berpantang mcm aku gak, heheh. aku ada internet, takde la buhsan sgt. so di kesempatan menggunakan internetlah aku dapat menulis sebegini panjang dalam blog ini. sib baik baby tgh tido. ok tu je lah nak cite pasal 3 minggu ini.

please forgive me fellas as i wrote this retrospectively. nak gak tulis semua padahal harinya dh lama berlalu. hehe. at least i can jog my memory balik, orang kata lepas bersalin byk wayar putus tau.

this raya was the first time for me and hubby. beliau sungguh la sibuk dgn KLCC n summit ramadhan event that we decided to raya in bangi first but immediately after solat raya, nak balik ayer hitam terus. kesian kedua2 belah family, mama n abah raya dgn nuar n nami je since mas n adil n umar balik ganu tp mak n ayah pun raya dgn adik n sabir je sbb qin balik perak. so kita yang tua ni kena la bahagi2 diri nak senangkan semua.

3 ari before raya i was already in bangi tho hubby kadang2 kat bangi kadang2 kat putrajaya. malam raya tu kita duduk la borak2 kat belakang sambil ditemani si chomey the wolf. tetiba abah pi belakang dgn muka panik and said "i have something terrible to tell u!". ohmigod, apa ni, nada mcm bergetar2 dh.. "abah dh langgar your car! abah tak nampak u parked your car pn the other side of the road!" hukk.. terkezut kami. abah lead the way to the car n mama pun ada kat luar smpai kata sabar ya, sabar! abah kata dia carik kitorang kat bilik tak jumpa tu sbb dia kejut mama gak. dia panik gile. kesian abah kite. ala keta tu leh ganti balik, ingatkan ada orang meninggal ke.. huhu.. tp sedih la gak kan. dh la esok nak balik johor. mama suruh balik pakai bawnie je tp bawnie kat putrajaya. hubby ku pun tgk le si bubu tu, looks like outer damage je to the rear driver door. abah langgor pakai BMW 250i 1985 yang mcm lembu tu, BMW tu takde pape, honda pulak yg tpenyek. nak buek camno, sediakan duit yo lah..

so, pagi raya tu rasa biasa je, maybe sbb kitorang dh biasa raya kat kampung, tak penah raya kat bangi. pagi2 tu makan, pi solat, salam2 mintak maaf bagi duit raya, tangkap gambar sikit2, cek the damage to the car lagi and off we go to ayer itam. mintak2 lah abah tak rasa bersalah sgt, aku tak terkilan pun, it can happen to anyone. yang penting tak dak orang cedera dan semua selamat. 2 minggu la gak baru dpt anto keta ke tmpat repair honda itew sbb orang cuti raya sepanjang minggu.

balik ayer itam, raya n makan lagi. but for goodness sake aku tak ingat sangat raya kat sana. most probably coz all we did was hang around the house. oh yeah, aku ingat i was addicted to PSP at this stage. hubby dgn adik2 main PS2, aku main PSP. cant think of anything else to do. aku main FF crisis core (tp sangkut kat this snowy place aku tak tau nak pi mana dah) and god of war (sangkut kat this pelik stage where my hubby tolong sambungkan and terus sambung smpai abes. hampeh!)

then third raya we went to god father palil's place, makan nasik briyani dia mmg jamu orang makan nasik briyani setiap raya ketiga. ada la beberapa adik beradik mak n ayah balik. ohh aku ingat gak ada satu malam we gorged on KFC n Mcd courtesy of hubby. abis semua kazen2 kecik pun ada gak melantak. smpai anak2 cik alit dan si mat derih anak cik ayie tido rumah tak balik umah bawah sbb makan kenyang sgt + main ps2 smpe pagi. ada gak kitorang pegi kluang station makan roti sedap iteww bersama telur separuh masak kegemaranku. padahal patutnya masa preggers tak boleh makan uncooked things tp aku belasah je (cuma kat kluang station tau). sedapnya. nak pegi jong kuan tp dia tutup smpai raya ketiga. huhuhu. kempunan tol nak makan chicken chop dia.. dh berapa kali balik asik tutup je.

perasan tak aku asik cite pasal makan? aku mmg suka makan. apa2 yang terjadi mesti nak kaitkan dgn makan. sib baik badan maintain je, ye la aku kan pregnant waktu itu, boleh makan apa sajjah ikut hati. haha. dh tak ingat dah apo laie jadik. ini la kaedahnya kalo ko tulis retrospectively kejadian raya puasa pada 2 minggu sebelum raya aji. tak ingat dah dowh. sekian.

yesterday was our first nite without papa as he had to go back to ayer itam to send maktok home.. since he had no energy left to make the trip back, he stayed the nite thus mama and dzharif are left to our own devices.

dzharif was a very good boy last night, tho he had some little tantrums before going to bed at 11.30pm. woke up again at 3.30am and slept intermittently and waking up every hour just to be cuddled to sleep. manjanya anak mama ni! mama berhasrat nak letak dzharif dlm cot je selagi dia tido2 ayam as mama wants him to learn to sleep by himself. but it looks like dzharif is smarter than mama eh??

papa is also going back to ayer itam to seek some guidance from THOSE WHO KNOW BETTER about the things that may or may not affect papa thus affecting us all with him.. hmm.. mama tak faham la mandrem2 ni, but i'll keep an open mind and let papa do what he think is best for us, okeh..

wahh.. dzharif mengamuk sakan semalam! panik mama n papa. mama ikut nasihat uncle dahuzz n anti che lah, diorang cakap, baby nangis ada 5 sebab dan penawarnya:

1. lapar - kasik susu
2. pampers basah - salin pampers
3. kembung - sapu minyak
4. panas / sejuk - bukak / tutup kipas
5. gangguan (as in the not seen type) - baca ayat kursi

semua mama n papa dah buat, but dzharif was still inconsolable.. menjerit2 lagi.. so mama guess its colic lah, smpai 3 jam nangis tak berenti. last2 mama teringat paed ada kasi PCM yg dia kata boleh kasi dzharif if we cant handle his colic crying anymore.. papa pun kasi la n dzharif went to sleep almost immediately.. penat punya pasal dh mengaruk berapa jam.. sian baby mama..

tp mama tensen lah mlm tu.. i was asked whether "susu ada tak sebenarnya??" huh! the nerve! apa ingat baby tu nangis sbb tak cukup susu ke? what has he been eating these past 3 weeks?? mcm undermining my effort and my capability pulak. breastfeeding mums need the support la.. bukan toxic questions like that! huh!

another question this morning, "nanti dah keje baby tak boleh minum breast milk exclusively dah, mmg kena kasi susu tepung gak.." hello.. i'm the mother ok, i can express my breast milk for my baby, like other people jugak. kalo other people can do it, why cant i?? memang kena kuat semangat sikitlah, but i'm up for it. and i repeat, BFing mum need the support! bukan shoot us down wherever whenever. aku nak bf my baby for as long as i can. why r u planting toxic things in my brain?

mama masih marah smpai skrg.. but knowing me, mmg mama pendamkan je la kan.. mama mana tau nk marah ke hangin ke dan2 tu gak.. tapi satu masa aku meletup nanti jgn salahkan aku laa...

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